Strange Loops

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The butterflies, the rainbows, 

the doubts and fights..

The glorified morning coffee, 

The regretful tears at midnight..

The things that were said but never meant, 

And those that were destined to remain silent..

Silences replacing words,

Too dangerous, like double-edged swords.. 

Questions of loyalty, answers like dark comedy, 

Hearts scarred and stoned by cruel honesty..

Thoughts racing in my head...thoughts of memories, destiny, fate and every alternate possibility..

Memories of a stranger who inhabited my heart for a lifetime before ripping it apart.. 

Memories without a 'Skip', just Pause/Play/Restart..

All stories now seem fake, 

Believing in "happily ever after" the biggest mistake,

Love songs sound like mockery, 

Bollywood makes me cringe and cry,

And flowers only warn of another catastrophe..

All emotions weigh down on my weakened neurons, 

Dancing in perpetual spirals, they leave me staring blank like a moron..

The strange loops never seem to end, 

With a vicious 'hope' which I cant deny or defend..

#thisisnottheend 

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