~~The Wall, The Sky and Me~~

 

It's summer again,  The horizon dissolving into humid skies. Sitting in a rocky tower, i stare at the browned leaves flirting with the sun, reminiscing the time when I wrapped by arms around you,  The chilling warmth and unsettling comfort embrace my lost soul. And just when my heart begins to ache enough to want you back the sour memories throw a backlash.. like mighty waves washing away all the writings on the sand. The ripples of differences and doubted faith turned neurotic... The troubled waters never to calm down. My hopes beg and cry and in vain they die, All ignored like the tantrums of an angry child. It was fierce and fascinating, our love.. Our hearts twisted and turned and bled clots. It was truce and trial, our love.. A world of dark magic and melancholy. Your reason and apologies did no more good than hurt,  Your vicious other side destroyed the last shards left of my heart. The pain had won, it outplayed our compassion,  I'm spending the rest of my day...

Midnight's are no more dark,  Not dark enough.. A million thoughts chase my ignorance "Was I never good enough..?" They scream at me in chaotic silence.. For when was enough ever enough! Scathing tears find their way through reflections,  The light in the end splitting in all dimensions,  the end feels close enough. If love cant give me peace,  I'm better off away from war.. I dont like roses anymore,  I'm no more taking the scar..  Drenched in despair, I walk into my dreams, My bag's full of regrets and memories, fair and foul,  "Well, nothing lasts forever" said a random graying soul. And I hear the hollow voice of reassurance that the pestilence shall end.. Soon there would be no feeling you cannot mend.. Nothing can break you anymore, nothing can fix you either,  No sane love would you ever attract, nothing sparsely lovable either.  --\'-'/--